i’m afraid of losing you. i’m afraid you’ll break up with me. i’m afraid that everything’s that happened will be unacceptable to me.
i’m scared that i’ll have to break up with you. i’m scared about what people will say, about how they were right about us. i’m scared that i’m just going in a circle. i’m afraid of hurting you. i absolutely love you. but i feel like i need more. i need someone that understands that it wasn’t okay to date someone that quickly. i need that. i need someone to get that idea. to have a higher appreciation for me and not try to replace me.
i’m scared that i didn’t try hard enough, that i was terrible and constantly uneasy with you. i’m scared that i put my happiness into you which caused me depression in the last year.
i’m afraid that everything we built has gone in vain. ..our connection has gone in vain.
i’m scared to go through that vicious pain again.
i’m scared of losing you, of you being out of my life. you were like my sanctuary. somewhere and someone i can go to when i couldn’t handle life. but i don’t feel safe..or at least, it’s not the same anymore. why? tell me why.
i’m supposed to face my fears?
i held you in such high regard, i thought older was to mean wiser. how i was wrong.
i’m so tired of feeling anxious, depressed, relationships suck.
i’m scared of expectation… i’m scared of commitment. because commitment brings expectation.
i’m scared of taking it a step further…
i’m scared to breakup with you. fully and cut you out of my life. ***
should that not mean something?
i’m scared of breaking up with him. Scared of not trying hard enough. Scared of how my life will change without him. I’m scared of losing the love of my life due to the wrong timing.
I’m scared for breaking up because tehy seem like lame reasons, yet important to me.
I’m afraid that I would not be giving him another change. That he deserves a change, but how many opportunities can you give?